Translated by William C. Robinson Jr.
Wise men of old gave the soul a feminine name.
Indeed she is female in her nature as well. She even has her womb.
As long as she was alone with the father, she was
virgin and in form androgynous. But when she fell down into a body and came to
this life, then she fell into the hands of many robbers. And the wanton
creatures passed her from one to another and [...] her. Some made use of her by
force, while others did so by seducing her with a gift. In short, they defiled
her, and she [...] her virginity.
And in her body she prostituted herself and gave
herself to one and all, considering each one she was about to embrace to be her
husband. When she had given herself to wanton, unfaithful adulterers, so that
they might make use of her, then she sighed deeply and repented. But even when
she turns her face from those adulterers, she runs to others and they compel
her to live with them and render service to them upon their bed, as if they were
her masters. Out of shame she no longer dares to leave them, whereas they
deceive her for a long time, pretending to be faithful, true husbands, as if
they greatly respected her. And after all this they abandon her and go.
She then becomes a poor desolate widow, without
help; not even a measure of food was left her from the time of her affliction.
For from them she gained nothing except the defilements they gave her while
they had sexual intercourse with her. And her offspring by the adulterers are
dumb, blind and sickly. They are feebleminded.
But when the father who is above visits her and
looks down upon her and sees her sighing - with her sufferings and disgrace -
and repenting of the prostitution in which she engaged, and when she begins to
call upon his name so that he might help her, [...] all her heart, saying
"Save me, my father, for behold I will render an account to thee, for I
abandoned my house and fled from my maiden`s quarters. Restore me to thyself
again." When he sees her in such a state, then he will count her worthy of
his mercy upon her, for many are the afflictions that have come upon her
because she abandoned her house.
Now concerning the prostitution on the soul, the
Holy Spirit prophesies in many places. For he said in the prophet Jeremiah
(3:1-4),
If the husband divorces his wife and she goes and
takes another man, can she return to him after that? Has not that woman utterly
defiled herself? "And you prostituted yourself to many shepherds and you
returned to me!" said the lord. "Take an honest look and see where
you prostituted yourself. Were you not sitting in the streets defiling the land
with your acts of prostitution and your vices? And you took many shepherds for
a stumbling block for yourself. You became shameless with everyone. You did not
call on me as kinsman or as father or author of your virginity".
Again it is written in the prophet Hosea (2:2-7),
Come, go to law with your mother, for she is not to
be a wife to me nor I a husband to her. I shall remove her prostitution from my
presence, and I shall remove her adultery from between her breasts. I shall
make her naked as on the day she was born, and I shall make her desolate like a
land without water, and I shall make her longingly childless. I shall show her
children no pity, for they are children of prostitution, since their mother
prostituted herself and put her children to shame. For she said, "I shall
prostitute myself to my lovers. It was they who gave me my bread and my water
and my garments and my clothes and my wine and my oil and everything I
needed." Therefore behold I shall shut them up so that she shall not be
able to run after her adulterers. And when she seeks them and does not find
them, she will say, 'I shall return to my former husband, in those days I was
better off than now."
Again he said in Ezekiel (16:23-26),
It came to pass after much depravity, said the
lord, you built yourself a brothel and you made yourself a beautiful place in
the streets. And you built yourself brothels on every lane, and you wasted your
beauty, and you spread your legs in every alley, and you multiplied your acts
of prostitution. You prostituted yourself to the sons of Egypt, those who are
your neighbors, men great of flesh.
But what does "the sons of Egypt, men great of
flesh" mean, if not the domain of the flesh and the perceptible realm and
the affairs of the earth, by which the soul has become defiled here, receiving
bread from them, as well as wine, oil, clothing, and the other external
nonsense surrounding the body - the things she thinks she needs.
But as to this prostitution, the apostles of the
savior commanded (Acts 15:20, 29; 21:25; 1Th 4:3; 1 Co 6:18; 2 Co 7:1):
"Guard yourselves against it, purify yourselves from it," speaking
not just of the prostitution of the body but especially that of the soul. For
this reason the apostles write to the churches of God, that such prostitution
might not occur among us.
Yet the greatest struggle has to do with the
prostitution of the soul. From it arises the prostitution of the body as well.
Therefore Paul, writing to the Corinthians (1Co 5:9-10), said, "I wrote
you in the letter, 'Do not associate with prostitutes,' not at all (meaning)
the prostitutes of this world or the greedy or the thieves or the idolaters,
since then you would have to go out from the world." - here it is speaking
spiritually - "For our struggle is not against flesh and blood - as he
said (Ep 6:12) - but against the world rulers of this darkness and the spirits
of wickedness."
As long as the soul keeps running about everywhere
copulating with whomever she meets and defiling herself, she exists suffering
her just deserts. But when she perceives the straits she is in and weeps before
the father and repents, then the father will have mercy on her and he will make
her womb turn from the external domain and will turn it again inward, so that
the soul will regain her proper character. For it is not so with a woman. For
the womb of the body is inside the body like the other internal organs, but the
womb of the soul is around the outside like the male genitalia which is
external.
So when the womb of the soul, by the will of the
father, turns itself inward, it is baptized and is immediately cleansed of the
external pollution which was pressed upon it, just as garments, when dirty, are
put into the water and turned about until their dirt is removed and they become
clean. And so the cleansing of the soul is to regain the newness of her former
nature and to turn herself back again. That is her baptism.
Then she will begin to rage at herself like a woman
in labor, who writhes and rages in the hour of delivery. But since she is
female, by herself she is powerless to beget a child. From heaven the father
sent her her man, who is her brother, the firstborn. Then the bridegroom came
down to the bride. She gave up her former prostitution and cleansed herself of
the pollutions of the adulterers, and she was renewed so as to be a bride. She
cleansed herself in the bridal chamber; she filled it with perfume; she sat in
it waiting for the true bridegroom. No longer does she run about the market
place, copulating with whomever she desires, but she continued to wait for him
- (saying) "When will he come?" - and to fear him, for she did not
know what he looked like: she no longer remembers since the time she fell from
her father's house. But by the will of the father <...> And she dreamed
of him like a woman in love with a man.
But then the bridegroom, according to the father's
will, came down to her into the bridal chamber, which was prepared. And he decorated
the bridal chamber.
For since that marriage is not like the carnal
marriage, those who are to have intercourse with one another will be satisfied
with that intercourse. And as if it were a burden, they leave behind them the
annoyance of physical desire and they turn their faces from each other. But
this marriage [...]. But once they unite with one another, they become a single
life. Wherefore the prophet said (Gn 2:24) concerning the first man and the
first woman, "They will become a single flesh." For they were
originally joined one to another when they were with the father before the
woman led astray the man, who is her brother. This marriage has brought them
back together again and the soul has been joined to her true love, her real
master, as it is written (cf. Gn 3:16; 1 Co 11;1; Ep 5:23), "For the
master of the woman is her husband."
Then gradually she recognized him, and she rejoiced
once more, weeping before him as she remembered the disgrace of her former
widowhood. And she adorned herself still more so that he might be pleased to
stay with her.
And the prophet said in the Psalms (Ps 45:10-11):
"Hear, my daughter, and see and incline your ear and forget your people
and your father's house, for the king has desired your beauty, for he is your
lord."
For he requires her to turn her face from her
people and the multitude of her adulterers, in whose midst she once was, to
devote herself only to her king, her real lord, and to forget the house of the
earthly father, with whom things went badly for her, but to remember her father
who is in heaven. Thus also it was said (Gn 12:1) to Abraham: "Come out
from your country and your kinsfolk and from your father`s house"
Thus when the soul had adorned herself again in her
beauty [...] enjoyed her beloved, and he also loved her. And when she had
intercourse with him, she got from him the seed that is the life-giving spirit,
so that by him she bears good children and rears them. For this is the great,
perfect marvel of birth. And so this marriage is made perfect by the will of
the father.
Now it is fitting that the soul regenerates herself
and become again as she formerly was. The soul then moves of her own accord.
And she received the divine nature from the father for her rejuvenation, so
that she might be restored to the place where originally she had been. This is
the resurrection that is from the dead. This is the ransom from captivity. This
is the upward journey of ascent to heaven. This is the way of ascent to the
father. Therefore the prophet said (Ps 103:1-5):
"Praise the lord, O my soul, and, all that is
within me, (praise) his holy name. My soul, praise God, who forgave all your
sins, who healed all your sicknesses, who ransomed your life from death, who
crowned you with mercy, who satisfies your longing with good things. Your youth
will be renewed like an eagle's."
Then when she becomes young again, she will ascend,
praising the father and her brother, by whom she was rescued. Thus it is by
being born again that the soul will be saved. And this is due not to rote
phrases or to professional skills or to book learning. Rather it is the grace
of the [...], it is the gift of the [...]. For such is this heavenly thing.
Therefore the savior cries out (Jn 6:44), "No one can come to me unless my
Father draws him and brings him to me; and I myself will raise him up on the
last day."
It is therefore fitting to pray to the father and
to call on him with all our soul - not externally with the lips, but with the
spirit, which is inward, which came forth from the depth - sighing; repenting
for the life we lived; confessing our sins; perceiving the empty deception we
were in, and the empty zeal; weeping over how we were in darkness and in the
wave; mourning for ourselves, that he might have pity on us; hating ourselves
for how we are now.
Again the savior said (cf Mt 5:4, Lk 6:12):
"Blessed are those who mourn, for it is they who will be pitied; blessed,
those who are hungry, for it is they who will be filled."
Again he said (cf. Lk 14:26), "If one does not
hate his soul he cannot follow me." For the beginning of salvation is
repentance. Therefore (cf. Acts 13:24), "Before Christ`s appearance came
John, preaching the baptism of repentance."
And repentance takes place in distress and grief.
But the father is good and loves humanity, and he hears the soul that calls
upon him and sends it the light of salvation. Therefore he said through the
spirit to the prophet (cf. 1 Cl 8:3), "Say to the children of my people,
'If your sins extend from earth to heaven, and if they become red like scarlet
and blacker than sackcloth, and if you return to me with all your soul and say
to me 'my Father!', I will heed you as a holy people.'"
Again another place (Is 30:15), "Thus says the
lord, the holy one of Israel: "If you return and sigh, then you will be
saved and will know where you were when you trusted in what is empty."
Again he said in another place (Is 30:19-20),
"Jerusalem wept much, saying, 'Have pity on me.' He will have pity on the
sound of your weeping. And when he saw, he heeded you. And the lord will give
you bread of affliction and water of oppression. From now on, those who deceive
will not approach you again. Your eyes will see those who are deceiving
you."
Therefore it is fitting to pray to God night and
day, spreading out our hands towards him as do people sailing in the middle of
the sea: they pray to God with all their heart without hypocrisy. For those who
pray hypocritically deceive only themselves. Indeed, it is in order that he
might know who is worthy of salvation that God examines the inward parts and
searches the bottom of the heart. For no one is worthy of salvation who still
loves the place of deception.
Therefore it is written in the poet (Homer, Odyssey 1.48-1.59),
"Odysseus sat on the island weeping and grieving and turning his face from
the words of Calypso and from her tricks, longing to see his village and smoke
coming forth from it. And had he not received help from heaven, he would not
have been able to return to his village."
Again Helen <...> saying (Odyssey 4.260-261),
"My heart turned itself from me. It is to my house that I want to
return."
For she sighed, saying (Odyssey 4.261-4.264),
"It is Aphrodite who deceived me and brought me out of my village. My only
daughter I left behind me, and my good, understanding, handsome husband."
For when the soul leaves her perfect husband
because of the treachery of Aphrodite, who exists here in the act of begetting,
then she will suffer harm. But if she sighs and repents, she will be restored
to her house.
Certainly Israel would not have been visited in the
first place, to be brought out of the land of Egypt, out of the house of
bondage, if it had not sighed to God and wept for the oppression of its labors.
Again it is written in the Psalms (6:6-9), "I
was greatly troubled in my groaning. I will bathe my bed and my cover each
night with my tears. I have become old in the midst of all my enemies. Depart
from me, all you who work at lawlessness, for behold the lord has heard the cry
of my weeping and the lord has heard my prayer."
If we repent, truly God will heed us, he who is
long suffering and abundantly merciful, to whom is the glory for ever and ever.
Amen!
The Expository Treatise on the Soul
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